i have never made a journal before espashlay one that ever one in the world can read so here it is, i am spilling my soul out but than agean i dont think i will put to much of secret stuff in here or can i, i cant decide how much of me i want my frinds to know. i know, you people can read this page and than please post questions for me at anser you can ask anything, and i will anser it so that you the people can know more about me, first off i have shut my self off for most of my life i have allways been secretiv and misterous( some would say strange) some say i got the look of some one that will walk in to work and kill every one, well i dont like people saying that i am now at this point in time, am opening up so ask away i am not a crazy person i am me and i have things to say